Sunday, August 01, 2010
9:23 PM
Hello my name is Bacon or Jessica and I am a preacher's wife. I am sure that you have already thought something about that statement, but what if I told you that a few years ago I would have to introduce myself like one of the following: Hello my name is drugee, or Hello my name is being abused by my husband, or Hello my name is dead woman walking, or Hello my name is Jessica and I don't know who I am. Can you relate to any of these statements? Now does it change your ideas of what you thought when you read the first line of this pamphlet? So you are probably thinking how did you go from that to a preacher's wife. Well I will tell you, it started with a visit from God one day. Most people have a strange idea that God doesn't talk to people anymore and that he doesn't care. This is what I thought until that day. You see I had hit a pretty low spot in my life. I knew that I was in a loveless marriage with an abusive man. I had been drugged up for almost 3 years, and that day I snapped on my little baby and threw him into a car seat. I thought that dying was the only way out so that is what I was doing in that room that day, I was asking God to just kill me. Instead God came to that room and gave me some simple words "Follow Me". I did not understand so I said, "How do I follow you?" and he just said "I will show you the way if you will follow me." Well I did not just close my door and wait for God to open the door, I just got back to living my life. First I got sober so that I could think straight. Then I started looking for God to move. I talked to God more and started reading a Bible that I had in the house. It was about a year before God freed me from my loveless marriage and brought my wonderful husband Steve in my life. God started to share with me that I was going to be in ministry work with Steve. I was so scared but I decided to step out there and follow God that was 2006 and it has been incredible every since. I am still learning things about how to be what God wants me to be. Now I introduce myself like this: Hello my name is Jessica and I am a servant of God. If you want to know more about my story or how God can change the who you are email: heavenboundbikers@yahoo.com or read Romans in the Bible. God does care and he will speak to you.